What to do now?

Monday, October 8, 2007

Long distance relationship, I know, most of the people are objected to it because it is really hard to make things work, and to trust a smoking hot girl over there, with boys 'guarding' her all the time, what am I suppose to do? It is a hard thing to do, and even harder to avoid all the temptation. I am currently secretly in one, with a girl whom my family doesn't know about, and she's really wonderful, both outside, and in.

Just that, I have neglected her for quite sometime, and it just came to me that I still need to call her. I don't know what I am suppose to talk to her about, seems like the distance between us is getting more, I am busy and she is too, plus her previous relationship also ended because of long distance thing. I don't really know what else to talk about, when together, well, things are just more simple, you bring her sight seeing, and even the silen

When is there a need to break-up? I myself don't really know when I should call it quit. I am not fighting with her, nor she hates me for whatever reason, but the somehow, there's this bad feeling arises that its not going to last any longer is always there.

So, who initiate the breakup? Should there be legitimate reason  for one person requesting for one. If the other half if fighting to make the relationship work, will that make us jerks? This are just the things that's wondering up my mind a little while. I don't want to loose someone as marvelous as her, and hopefully she thinks of me the same way.

Anyway, I had an interesting conversation with one of my best friends Katherine, talking about what matters in my heart, this pop up all of a sudden, if girls is called the better half, what are guys then? The worse half? or the even better half? She's a girl, of course her reply would be biased to her side of the gender. What kind of feature is made for comparison? This is just question which pop up of my mind from time to time. 

I'd say, girls are good half, guys are just better.

Desktop meme

Saturday, October 6, 2007

Jam wants to see my desktop, well, that's very interesting as my new desktop wallpaper is awesome, here it goes, its a commercial for Nike, and totally talks about the thing I love…

 

Here's what it says…

My butt is big

and round like the letter C

and ten thousand lunges

have made it rounder

but not smaller

and that's just fine

it's a space heater

for my side of the bed

it's my ambassador

to those who walks behind me

it's a border collie

that herds skinny women

away from the best deals

at clothing sales

my butt is big

and that's just fine

 and those who might scorn it

are invited to kiss it

just do it 

it's for women, but it's fun to put it up there, you can download, just click the picture it'll take you to the link. 

i just don't feel like tagging anyone, and most of them i knew has already been tagged..  

Blogger Unclothed meme

This is a crazy meme started by bengbeng and Wannabe Economist.

Basically it is to generate goodwill and foster a closer relationship between bloggers, build traffic and generate links. I was tagged by XXX.

How to do the meme:

1. Copy:

This is a crazy meme started by bengbeng and Wannabe Economist.

2. Post pics and write a short description of what you were wearing and accessories you had with you at 1200 noon or 12 midnight today or yesterday.

3.Tag 5 people and go to their blogs and let them know that they have been tagged. Have fun!

First of all, believe it or not, i am topless when i am sleeping.. damn kk is so hot this time around. I walk around my house only with my underwear all around the house, my house mate rarely come down to talk, so, they don't know about this, if you are wondering what kind, it's hush puppies… the one without the dog in front.. ha ha. I'm afraid you'll be so over me when I post it up, so, I just ignore the temptation to post it up, and also I don't have a camera right now. 

Then, in the noon i wore somewhat polo ware, I think it's nicole brand, thin stripes of red and white which made me look like a prisoner, camel active pants, and crocs sandals.

I was too lazy to shower when i went to bed, so, just wear whatever i wore, and sleep in those. I don't do exercise, I don't do cologne, make up, or whatever, I used to do some facial, but stopped when the girl I had big crush on said that I am like a girl… du lan  

I am going to tag the first five person who reads this… you, and you x 5 

Library Sucks

Well, another thing about the university that there are certain restriction against attire, read clare's blog, you'll get the meaning, I have a good friend from UCLA, one of America's finest university, saying that, he almost never wear what my university claim to be lecture appropriate to class. He wears something like the things he wear to markets, and yes, it's short pants and sweaty T, ridiculous you might say, but, it's not an issue over there, some of them even wear pj there. 

If I recall, there's one post that University in Singapore actually brings pillow to class, is true, and my friend said, its a lot more comfortable than in their home, but in Malaysia, they are busy chasing people out after their work day. I still don't know why on earth they bought their million dollar machine to check out books I spent 3 years here, and only this year, I see it functional, they are wasting taxpayer's money, and more importantly, our money. I wonder how much more books can they get without having that around.

A feature of the library is it patronized Nobel laureates, but the rules are too strict for the public to get into there, so, instead of going in there, people rather not to. Gosh, the interior is so beautiful. It is teak furnished, with the most comfortable leather chair I have set my ARSE in, and they did that for public to stay in there for 20 minutes? Fuck, this is a waste of money, and the books that are in there? No more than 200, and laureates for physics? Not much, mostly for literature and peace. It is so disappointing. I needed more books in the course I am taking.

Oh yeah, the university ruling require me to wear a formal ware on Monday, Wednesday, and Thursday, I don't know why the fuck the university made engineers wear that, do you know what are the potential hazard for an engineer using such stuff, its not only a joke, but it's life threatening. So, instead of that, my lecturer being wiser, they didn't pay much attention to that rule, but instead, the library made the rule so strict that the visitors on these days are almost none. I wonder, what have we to do wearing all smart to read? Will it make us absorb more information to wear that. They should be thankful that I am neither naked nor topless in there. That's another thing that my friend from UCLA complained about. He was kicked out for wearing what he wore back there in the States. I was laughing so loud when I've heard his story, but I don't deny, idiots do exist in our country.

I know why the literacy level is depleting, because the asshole are making the life of those who wants to read miserable, if reading require me to dress nicely like a cross dresser, I rather give up reading too.

Just Like That

Thursday, October 4, 2007

It's a long known fact that Malaysian are the type that studies for examination, well, for a few occasion, it is absolutely right, such as pursuing a scholarship. After that, in university, we are forced to perform as much there, however, its never a pleasant thing when I were to compare the way I had my examinations comparing to those of big shots university in the southern hemisphere, I envy them, all because the way they sit for their examination, if they were to take their exam our way(IPTA), they will say that it's too hard to do it that way. That's what i get from an NTU student. Their lecturer are not that keen to fail their student, so, they were allowed to use their books to answer the answer, even on final exams.

Their concept is that, it's not what you can remember but what you can understand and apply it to your working life. That's from a student in Christchurch. Well, they all anonymously sounded the same, but in Malaysia, its as though they did intentionally, they want us to fail. How can you jammed all the 600 plus formula into your head for one single subject? They were afraid that we could copy from the book. That's absurd, I would like to ask everyone, how do you copy Math? It's not like that there's an answer right there. To set a mathematical question is easy, to solve it is hard, even with all the calculator in front of you. You needed the books not for copying purpose, but to refer. I don't know what is there to copy also. The examiner are idiots, why do they think so? Why does Malaysian think that, if a book is present in front of you, you'll copy. Odd…

So, just like that, it differentiate us from the other great ones, is it about the money? They pay more, so they can use their book? I would understand if they do not allow the usage of books in subject like LAW, or my own concrete technology, that's kacang. Please, will someone enlightened me, why the administrator is so stupid? So, just like that, it made us second class…