Stranger of My house

I am like a stranger in my very own house, maybe it's been too long away or what?  I am not really used it actually with home now, have anyone actually felt that after being too long from being away from home?

Most shops I went to is still there, the people are still the same, but it just seems different, maybe I am too long away from that? Or just that dwarf just isn't here for this time I'm back? The pretty girls I used to admire is still there, but the one I love to make fun of? Where is she?

Plus, when I got back, my family's diet suddenly has been changed, all the nice and delicious food have been substituted with tasteless food, and sometimes it's just so horrible having to force something like that down my throat. All because mom is so strict with dad's diet, and sometimes, we all agreed that she never fail to take things too far, and dad can be secretive about having food outside, kinda like another adult having an affair, he manage to eat out whenever he can, and of course, Sibu is a dangerous place to live in, there's a dangerous killer in ever corner called kampua, and it will kill a lot of people in times to come, well, I am an addict. 

If I die from that, its worth it. he he 

The Death of A Blog

Well, creating a blog is sure seems an easy thing to do, making a free blog over at blogspot, wordpress and maybe also this service, i.ph well, after last year, it just seems that everyone have it, well almost everyone who thinks the net is a necessity, and also everyone who spends enough time reading

Well, reading, its so much fun, especially that erotic literature,  I love it, and and also funny blog, since more and more is coming out, it is just so interesting that more blogs are funny, and the already funny blog is getting better, Well, at least some of it, and most people when they are rusty and do not meet the expectation of the readers, well, they'll loose their daily readers and of course, I for one do not know the amount of readers who read this blog, and it is somewhat good actually, because I am untainted by the amount of people who read this, and also, I'll still continue to write  whatever I can think of, the use of blog log surely seems to help a lot in order for me to track those who owns a blog and also a blog log user

Some people are so sensitive to the  user who uses it and thank everyone who visits their site, either there are too few visitors, or they are just too free. They send me message maybe for the free publicity or free ride of my regular visitor, I don't know, I just know that, I am too busy to visit all the blog I had visited before. 

Subsequently, people will have these writer's block, where there are simply nothing to write, some bloggers are smart, i.e. they only update their blog once weekly, and consistently on the same day, that will make their blog's traffic boom on that particular day, well, there are photo bloggers who only uses picture to blog, now with things like mo-blog, where they use N93 to take pictures and crap a little, well, not all things they took are on a need to know basis. like garbage, and sometimes poo, well, all kinds of insinuating things actually. Apparently people thrive on such things. 

Well, like everything else, people will definitely gets bored after some times typing their heart out, but I will not give up so soon, mainly because, I am not bored with it yet, and I have too much free time to crap all I want. However, maybe I'll stop if the day I've found my significant half. Fair enough?

Eating healthy?

I am back to the place where I happily called home, and it is actually a little disappointing because when I arrived back home, a lot of new shops being opened, and my taste bud is just gone haywire, but first of all, I had to get all that rubbish I had accumulated for the past half year back when I was in KK, it all just had to go, I consider that a detoxification process, or in another words, diarrhea

 Well, I am not really a good when it comes to control in whatever that goes into my mouth, because I hold an important philosophy in life, live everyday as your last, so, I did, and I don't really care about being sick the next day, as long as I am happy today.

Plus, I always think dying young is a blessing, but my superstitious aunt kept avoiding me to speak about that. Talking about my aunt, she's a convert, but everything she does is really not 'catholic' in a sense, first of all, the taboo of number four is still a big problem with her, e.g. giving gifts in forms of fruits, if you visit a sick friend and bring just four, you're wishing her dead. I don't know about this so called 'tradition' but is it really necessary? 

Now back to food, how do I eat moderately? Since food is so cheap here, I use the price back in KK as a comparison, because I will be spending majority of my years in there, and I have been eating what the people there considered expensive, and now, it's so cheap. So I am not here to get thinner, I just can't help it, and I don't have too also, the stay in KK will just cancel out whatever I had here and magically shrink back to my original state, because I had to eat a lot less than what I had, and life is just horrible.

How should I keep my diet?

If you had seen the movie love on a diet by Andy Lau, that movie offers so much interesting tips on getting thin, and well, who dare to swallow apiece of live worm? You'll definitely get thinner, but is it really worth it? Getting thinner is definitely a rough thing to endure, the stupid concept that beauty is pain just doesn't really fit me, it is just so agonizingly painful for the period of getting thinner, and yet, to make matters worse, only vegetable is allover, ptui, let me die now.

Anyway, we can die from a lot of reason, what makes you so sure that keeping yourself healthy is an absolute grantee that you'll live to your hundredth? Why doesn't anyone ever do research that health may shorten your life? Well, it might sound ridiculous, but if there is a proven statistic, I am sure the very first person to celebrate it would be no other than me. So, anyone from food major, will you make this research for me? 

Fat is the new thin?

Well, I'm confused yet, this is not what is new I've heard before, but they said, thin isn't the good thing right now, chubby is back in style, so, does that mean fat is the new thin?

Of course, the thin ones does not have all the best things in a girl, first of all, cleavage, you don't see much of that in an extremely thin girl, you want me to prove that? Take a look at the the Queen of Soul, see that? She's not thin, but she got a lot of talent, and most important of all, cleavage.  I am not a fan of cleavage, because the girls I am interested is just poor in that, but if I start complaining, I'll be dead

Then,  thin people don't enjoy food as much. In order to keep their figure, thin people have this so-called lifestyle that is to be picky, well, they only eat 50% of the amount of food served, and that's just a waste. What else can be a waste, ah, of course, money is involved, guys, will never be able to get on the other side of imbalance female's conquest, i.e. to spend the guy's money. Where's the equal side of that? Mind telling me?

The good thing about thinner women is that, they can fit into any clothe, so, size is not a problem for them. However, since the not thin is the style, isn't that automatically made the search of big sizes equally easy, and equally cheap. It isn't always so, because, all people are getting fatter, to, the big size goes first, without fail. The super freaky stingy mothers will bought bigger sizes because they would expect their sons to grow into that shirt. Gosh, such a miser 

Disclaimer, this post is not an insult, nor indicate my choices of lady, but if you are curious, well, I just like it pleasant looking, anything too beautiful, I'll not like it, because, it'll make all other friends horny, and wanted to steal her away.  

Tall Buildings

Well, they always had a lot of competition about who had the tallest building, thus we had KLCC, the once tallest building on earth, but building a tall building, is it really necessary? Why do we build tall building?

First of all, ego, it'll be people with the greatest ego who build tall building, it's like the competition of who have the longest… err… dicks, there was once where Malaysian can say to the Americans… ours is longer than yours. In the competition of great lengths, now, the Chinese have the privilege of saying, ours is longest, and soon after, Dubai. The competition ravages on, well, does it really matter who have the longest? All I know, the longest or the shortest, size doesn't matter, the only thing that matters is the performance, to see a country ravages in turmoil, corrupt, and whatever, though we have the longest dicks tallest building, we would not really get the respect we deserve.

 Well, i have been doing research over the net actually past few days regarding tall building, and also destruction of tall building, and find some of the amazing things about the tall buildings, well, the one which fell, WTC, actually, the design of that building is just too unique, the architect is really something, and the funny thing, he's afraid of height. The thing about it fell just like that really is funny, well, even if the building fail under intense heat, it'll just fall. I mean by going sideways instead of straight down to hell, it'll be like trying to hold a pencil up on its tip, release it, that's how it's suppose to fall, anyway, I won't want to see this further, maybe I also can do a miniature scale of a plane and bang it into any other miniature models my fellow course mate might have built. I might also like to go into one field which is equally interesting, that is demolition, playing with bomb is fun!