Eating healthy?

I am back to the place where I happily called home, and it is actually a little disappointing because when I arrived back home, a lot of new shops being opened, and my taste bud is just gone haywire, but first of all, I had to get all that rubbish I had accumulated for the past half year back when I was in KK, it all just had to go, I consider that a detoxification process, or in another words, diarrhea

 Well, I am not really a good when it comes to control in whatever that goes into my mouth, because I hold an important philosophy in life, live everyday as your last, so, I did, and I don't really care about being sick the next day, as long as I am happy today.

Plus, I always think dying young is a blessing, but my superstitious aunt kept avoiding me to speak about that. Talking about my aunt, she's a convert, but everything she does is really not 'catholic' in a sense, first of all, the taboo of number four is still a big problem with her, e.g. giving gifts in forms of fruits, if you visit a sick friend and bring just four, you're wishing her dead. I don't know about this so called 'tradition' but is it really necessary? 

Now back to food, how do I eat moderately? Since food is so cheap here, I use the price back in KK as a comparison, because I will be spending majority of my years in there, and I have been eating what the people there considered expensive, and now, it's so cheap. So I am not here to get thinner, I just can't help it, and I don't have too also, the stay in KK will just cancel out whatever I had here and magically shrink back to my original state, because I had to eat a lot less than what I had, and life is just horrible.

How should I keep my diet?

If you had seen the movie love on a diet by Andy Lau, that movie offers so much interesting tips on getting thin, and well, who dare to swallow apiece of live worm? You'll definitely get thinner, but is it really worth it? Getting thinner is definitely a rough thing to endure, the stupid concept that beauty is pain just doesn't really fit me, it is just so agonizingly painful for the period of getting thinner, and yet, to make matters worse, only vegetable is allover, ptui, let me die now.

Anyway, we can die from a lot of reason, what makes you so sure that keeping yourself healthy is an absolute grantee that you'll live to your hundredth? Why doesn't anyone ever do research that health may shorten your life? Well, it might sound ridiculous, but if there is a proven statistic, I am sure the very first person to celebrate it would be no other than me. So, anyone from food major, will you make this research for me?