First Impression

The reason I wrote the previous post is in order that I can write this post. Well, judging people, or some might call it first impression, is something I had to to live with in my university.

The professor just have high hopes that I might be the smart one. I don’t know what give them that sense, I am just the average student, mabe it was my inquesitive nature to ask everything and forgets it before the day ends? I picked up the habit when I was young, that to ask everything, no matter how silly it would sound. I don’t know why, but lecturers like students like me, and when they like a student, their expectation become higher. Why does that happened?

Okay, I will be speaking of one very good example of the lecturer that think I’m smart. He’s the only lecturer here when I Google him, his hits come out in most of the respected journal all over the world, and the rest of my lecturer, well, they’re rubbish. He might have a lot of  balls to say this, but his brutality to his students is legendary. He might be old, but he’s using the brain game to make fun of the students. Google him if you want NSV Rao.

I am always the victim in my class, either I look like whatever, all lecturer always pays extra attention to me in class. I don’t know what I’ve done. I think I’ve own that face which people seems to despised. I am at their attention no matter where I sat, middle or back. He’ll remember my face and if I am absent even once, I can’t get friends to cover my ass! I can’t talk, I can’t even ogle, and it is hard. Even the guy besides me is sleeping, he didn’t even say a thing. I don’t do a thing, he said I’m farking lazy. I should at least write something down at least. What the…. It is unfair. Why me? The genius is at front row, why not flame them?

Its still unfair, why not flame the genius, or the retard? Why flame the average guy? Why me?